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  • Wednesday, May 25, 2005

    Where the hell is spring???

    I am so sick of cool weather. Is it ever going to warm up around here? I planted my garden weeks ago, nothing came up...so I had to replant my cucumbers, still NOTHING...I am getting sick of it, frankly. I would just love to have a warm day that we can enjoy without having to wear jackets and jeans. The pool will never be warm enough to swim in. Poor Gracie just goes and stares at it.

    On the dreaded TTC front, I am on CD 5 waiting to ovulate. I am anxious to try again, but this waiting is getting old. It's weird how some days I have no problem with the wait at all, then other days, I just want to cry wanting a baby. So today I found myself looking at pictures of when I had Gracie. She was such a pretty baby. Gosh, she looked like a doll. Then I wandered into the pregnancy photos...BIG mistake. I was crying before I knew it...stupid me. When I was pregnant I felt SO fat, but looking back on it, I really didn't get all that big. But I would do it all over again in a heart beat if God wanted me to. I'd be delighted to! Heck, I'd be ecstatic...so whenever, God...I'm here waiting.

    I hope everyone has big plans for Memorial Day weekend. I on the other hand have chores to do. As you may know, we live on a farm, and the hay is ready to be cut and bailed...which will take all weekend. Then Monday, Daniel has to work, so no celebrating for us. I will be sure to take pictures of the blessed event of 'getting up hay' for you all to see. Loads of fun...NOT. Hopefully the weather will cooperate for us. If not, we're screwed.

    Chandler is home sick from school. Well, not really sick. He has a tummy problem that he's had for years, and we now get to take him to a pediatric GI specialist to get it fixed. Hopefully, they can fix it...if not, we're in for a long lifetime of poopie. I know, TMI, sorry. I went ahead and pulled him out of school early for the year until we can get it straight. I got tired of sending him to school and picking him up after a few hours of being there. I also got tired of hearing his teacher talk aboout how bad it is to change him so many times a day. Try being his Mom....yes, he is difficult, DEAL WITH IT...I don't even get paid for it, she does!! Sorry, venting.

    Ladies of PW, I really hope we are in for BFP's soon. The board is getting depressing. We all deserve it so much. Heather, I am praying your beans implanted...Lesley, I hope things get better for you soon. I know how hard this has all been for you. Ally, I hope your house sells, and you get to buy the house of your dreams. I also hope you can get your BFP before you have to find an RE in SA. Everyone else, good luck for those of you in the 2ww...here's to a board full of BFP's!!

    3 Comments:

    • At 2:02 AM, Blogger Heather P. said…

      HI Heather, I only live about 3 hours north from you and have been wondering the same thing myself about spring. I think we are going to miss it all together!! It absolutely sucks!! Cold and Rainy. I went to college with a girl from Farmville!! Thats why I know where it is!! LOL

      I hope that we do get some good news over there at PW we are needing some. I am very hopeful about me since I couldn't wait any longer and tested!! BFP but don't get excited yet!! Have to see what the lab says!!
      Heather

       
    • At 5:42 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

      It is not even Winter and it's freezing here so we are in for a long one this year, when it finally gets here.
      I hope it starts to warm up for you soon. I can understand you taking Chandler out of school if her is not well. You know him, they do not. I hope all is well soon and your getting your bfp. Waiting is getting really old, isn't it..
      Hugs and have a good day.

       
    • At 7:19 AM, Blogger Ally said…

      Heather,

      I totally know where you are in regards to Chandler. We had to deal with that for years ourselves. Hopefully they will fix the problem and he can start to be more independant in that area.

      Thanks for the well wishes. I do hope get to move soon and start acting like a family again.

      Have a great Memorial day even though your DH won't be here.

       

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